iamthescenelolz

i think i really hate how you can't center these.

centering = my favorite.

urockmyshoesoff2 (3:30:16 PM): merit, guess what?!
femme xFATALE x3 (3:33:59 PM): what?!
urockmyshoesoff2 (3:34:47 PM): gwen stafani is pregnant!
femme xFATALE x3 (3:34:52 PM): ...
femme xFATALE x3 (3:34:54 PM): you're kidding
urockmyshoesoff2 (3:34:56 PM): nope
femme xFATALE x3 (3:34:58 PM): WTF NO
urockmyshoesoff2 (3:35:00 PM): haha

i found that insanely dissappointing. britney spears used to be semi-pretty [with makeup] and then she got pregnant and shes now ugly without AND with it.

gwennnnn [stEfani] NO.  way to throw away your wicked-prettiness.

everything's going okay. i might be put on probation for guard, and i REALLY don't want to be away from practices that long.  because i'm retarded.

band drives me insane.  clarinets drive me insane. jodi drives me IESHRFehfSDUI RFG insane.  its like she thinks her sound is good or something. and on our music where it says SOLO she like ignores it and plays it. hello?! SOLO = ONE PERSON. ME = FIRST CHAIR. she notices all the allegros and dynamics but she TOTALLY skips over 'solo' everytime we play it.

anyone want to switch her second chair? that'd be cool.  different instrument? i dont care.  i dont even care if you're a brass instrument.  [if you didnt know i dont like trombones or tubas.]

solstice = tomorrow. guard = tomorrow. sdajfkldsahf sweet.  maybe brian wont know im failing chem. maybe my teacher will be NICE and say "oh no merit isnt failing chemistry."

i think the only class i really like going to anymore is english. because i sit near amazing people. aka, liz and alyssa. hahaha im so wicked glad i know them, they're pretty much fucking awesome. okay, they ARE. but whatev. everyone else can kind of um, die. <3

fjdsiajfaweut <---ignore all of that random stuff. its when i can't think of the next thing im typing.

FAVORITE PEOPLE AS OF NOW:

hannah
chanel
alyssa

....yeah. haha.

 

and about my "mood" i DONT feel touched. haha.

[and to the select few, minds out of the gutter thanks <3]

you can skyrocket away from me
and never come back if you find another galaxy far from here
with more room to fly
just leave me your stardust to remember you by

if you'll be my boat
i'll be your sea
a depth of pure blue just to probe curiousity
ebbing and flowing and pushed by a breeze
i live to make you free <3

 

 

i hate it when parents think they know what they're talking about when in reality they dont. and when they think they know someone because of ONE little incident. then they try to be all calm about it when you're yelling, only because you're sick of the 'i know what im talking about' attitude, then out of nowhere they get pissed and its like "oh wtf happened to your calm?" next time they tell me to "be calm" im going to rip somethings head off.

 

 

ksadlfjkhsatguwaeriht7wa4830tghsdfdsjf.

im already sucking at updating this.
that's not a good sign.
but whatevv. not like this thing is my life so fuck that.

guard is getting better now that we aren't going over stuff millions of times in a row.
these two girls just QUIT because they didnt like doing drop spins.
that pissed me off. so bad. that's TOTALLY selfish for one thing
if you're going to drop out, do it in the BEGINNING, not a month and a half into it.
bitches.

hahaha a certain someone needs to realize what the hell they're doing and get their act together because seriously, theres going to be nobody there for them when all that they think theyve got is GONE.


remember when i said 'i think i like someone but im not saying anything until i know'?
i dont remember where i put that. xanga, here, myspace. who knows. but i told someone today. and now its like what the hellllll.

ALYSSA YOU BETTER FEEL SPECIAL.
BECAUSE...WELL YEAH. OBVIOUSLY.



i dont really feel rejuvenated, i just like the word.



iamthescenelolz

How do you add friends to this thing?
I entirely forgot.
Shut up, it's been a few years since I've had one.
like, 4 to be exact.
I don't know what happened to deadjournal either.
Or what my usernames were.
So somewhere on LJ theres the 12 year old merit.

I was watching the YearEnd Hip hop countdown on Fuse
and i realized
I REALLY don't like Paul Wall.
For so many reasons.
I heard "Sugar" by Trick Daddy for the first time in forever.
And GOLD DIGGER was number one. Of course.

Speaking of.
I got a new ringtone
its LOVE SONG by The Cure.
The ringtone kind of sucks, but I love the song.
I've been looking for the mp3 for days now
and i can't find it.

SCRATCH THE NOT HAVING THE URL
THE WONDERFUL SHAUNA ROLOFF FOUND ITTTT.
she's awesome. you aren't. thanks fags.

My whole body is killing me. I overwork myself.
Guard, sure, I haven't been forced to stretch like that in my last guard, except for that one time we had that Yago guy and we stretched and shit for an hour and a half and I couldn't move anymore.
More like almost got stuck with my leg behind my fucking head.

Whaaaaatever.

OKay...

But yeah, I don't really know what else to say.
Except I'm still lost on how to use these. How to make them look good. And et cetera.
Whatev.


I guess I'll edit this later.

myspace.com/yourenoscenequeen
xanga.com/sofukingglamorous

I fixed the cat's eyes. Cool.

I really like how everyone can comment this. No that wasn't sarcasm.
I really do. I'm sick of people too lazy to get a xanga to comment mine, and this is so much better. Except for the anonymous bitchy ones. Hate.

So yeah if you're reading this and you don't have one of these that is NOT an excuse okay?
Comments are amazing. =]
If you don't have comments enabled on your LJ, DO IT.

I hung out with Chanel and Cherine, plans tonight got totally fucked up out of proportion. We sat in her basement in front of the huge heater thing on a futon and talked for hours haha it was pretty much amazing.

I'm wicked tired, and I really want guard practice to happen tomorrow.
And I want to watch varsity practice, because I love them. And I love what they've done with their show so far.

I'm so tired. I get no sleep anymore. I'm always up talking to someone. Most of the time somebody I really don't want to be talking to. Last night it was Jordan, but she's amazing so I really don't mind her. But other than that oh my GOSH people wear me out.

I kind of think I like someone. But nobody's going to know until I know for sure. Thanks.

About that last entry, Emily talked to me about it
but I'm still not buying it.
Bad as it soundsss I know, but I'm done trying, if he cared about being friends at all he'd stop, and right now it isn't looking good, so for now? Fuck it.


Okay, later.

___EDIT
i had guardddd for once. yay.
we actually worked on the showww
and before practice i was catching my rifle behind my back and it ended up pushing my thumb into my hand and its felt so gross. and i cant push it on something with it going all OMGGGG.
and i had to run it under cold freakin water just to at least KIND of get it to stop hurting.
but it hurt like a bitch all through practice. not like it stopped me. muahahahaha.

uggghh.

FIRST NOTE: MY USERNAME IS A JOKE!!!!!!! "iamtheSCENElolz" shouldnt even be taken seriously in the first place.
And yeah, I DO know that the cat's eyes are off to the side. Fix it.

I really haven't had one of these things in so long.
The layout will take me an eternity.
It's already messed up.

I'm wicked mad at a certain person right now. I really wasn't at first, but he really pushed me to the edge this time. I wrote this whole thing out about how I wish he would start talking to me again, because having a girlfriend does not BAN you from other girls as FRIENDS, and I specifically said that myspace lets you KNOW if they read it or not, and if he doesn't reply to this and blows me off like that I WILL be mad, and what does he do?

Ignores it.

Unless he's taken hours to type a response [NOT likely in the least]

he ignored it.

Sometimes I wonder why I even bother. I don't even LIKE him like that anymore.

Friends is NOT too much to ask.

But apparently it is.

So Anthony, thanks. You were one of my favorite people when I came to this stupid town, and you're totally ruining it.